Sunday, 3 July 2011

Hi all,

So it's 7:58 pm right now. On normal Sundays, I would have been down in the prep room right now. Thankfully, tomorrow is a holiday for us students (Youth Day,  sorry working peeps). I think my last blog post dates back to about one month ago?

I'm in the midst of the year 6's notorious mid year exams (well that's what our seniors said - almost impossible to score high). Since tomorrow is a holiday (read: study break), I want to spend 15 minutes writing about something which has been bugging my mind over the past few days, or perhaps weeks.

What I'm feeling right now: intense feeling of disappointment. In fact, it's more than just disappointment. It's like doing something that, although you know you shouldn't do, you still do anyway. And the effects are outrageous: it's like everything I've built so far all falling into pieces. Thank God I still have another day to reflect and think about this before my next paper starts (it's Chemistry paper on Tuesday). Sometimes I can't help but blaming my negative traits for all that has happened. I wish I could rewind time by pressing that "restart" button. I know I can't, though. I'll just wait patiently and whatever God wants to happen in life, let it happen.

"Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us" (Ephesians 3:20)