Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Heavenly 2009, Hell-like 2008

The new year has just begun. I start to reflect what has actually happened in the previous year. After such an awesome 'gift' I received in the last holiday, I realized that I am such a lucky person to have an almost perfect life- GOD give me and it's not from my own effort. I just read the blogs I wrote in Friendster last year and I laugh at myself of how I tried so hard to be as mature as I can in solving the problems I got. I thought that last year was the most horrible year in my whole life but I start to rearrange my mindset as I have to face a big problem just at beginning of the year. I could not specify what the problem is here but I feel languish when I know about it. Anyway let's change the topic to a more live one.

I have undergone such a tremendous change during the last 2-month-holiday especially in terms of relationship. I learn much from my relationship with my family and her. I learn to react in a clever way and not to be reactive but proactive. She has become the greatest gift I have received, after the gift of salvation from Jesus Christ and my family who care for me. I believe that this year will just be more awesome than last year, noting that my relationship life will be very much different compared to last year. I will also strive for the best in my studies so that I could fulfill my goals for 2009 =)