Hi Singapore

So here I am again, back in my boarding school room.
I feel empty, timeless, lonely.
Is it possible to feel homesick even after being here for more than 3 years?
Luckily, I still have my best friend to chat with on MSN.
Oh when will this be over?
I'm also afraid that my decision to go home on 25th instead of 24th will be regretted in the end.
God please show me your way :'(