My Public Diary

Heya!

This post is dedicated to my friend who just treated me for a nice dinner and complimented my blog. You must start writing a blog too and I'll read it :)

So yeah, first of all I'd like to apologize because M$1 haven't recorded our songs yet. Will post it asap :)

The title of the post "Public Diary" was a term used by my friend Brian who used the word to describe his micro blogging twitter account.

This time round I really really want to talk about the problem that I have been struggling with for the past 3 days or so. Yes, it's about her. There is this friend of mine with whom I have been quite close lately. We used to talk every single day without absent. However, we have not done this for the past one week because she was busy and so was I. The problem arose when our busyness was supposed to be over and things should have got back to normal. Things became so awkward and we talked on MSN as if we were complete strangers. I honestly don't know why this happened. Things soon got worse. She went offline without saying anything which was really out of her nature. She did not reply my smses as she used to. Even when we did talk on MSN or sms the conversation was very superficial and simply awkward.

It would not be so painful for me if I know why she behave so strangely recently. The thing is that I seriously honestly am clueless as to why this happened. I could only guess and make more guesses but this wouldn't help either. The best guess I can make is that this has something to do with her lover. Well, if you read this I want to assure you that I'll be happy for you whichever decision you make as long as that would make you happy. I know I'm nothing more than a friend for you and I have no right to say anything especially since the decision you make this time will affect your life and your future. I just want to say one thing which I have said before on twitter. I hope you'll read this.

"Can u please please please make today as the last day u act like this? I'm begging u!"